Hong Kong Art Fair

2017 / Artereal Gallery

“My belief is in the blood and flesh as being wiser than intellect. The body-unconscious is where life bubbles up in us. It is how we know that we are alive, alive to the depths of our souls and in touch somewhere with the vivid reaches of the cosmos.”

– D.H. Lawrence

In working with this fascinating pleated fabric I wanted to highlight its magical, mushroomy quality and make work that evoked the wonder that I felt in working with this material. It reminded me of something you would find in Alice in Wonderland, with its trippy optical pattern and two-way shimmery colouration that pulses in the light. The two dimensional lines of the mira mira series melt into the third dimension, painting meets sculpture, verticality slips into other directions. Gold gives birth to satin blues and browns.

Perhaps a series of psychedelic portals to elsewhere, somewhere mystical… just as in Alice in Wonderland where Alice falls through a rabbit hole into a fantasy world and leaps through mirrors to somewhere else.

As I dissolve into my work, I become the textural gold surface, the internal blue and brown, the spilling out sag, the scorched boundary, the odd and beautiful, the pleated in and out, the weight, the gravity, the movement, the light, the joy, the pain, the tender, the sensual feminine, the ability to change – the impossible possible.

In creating work for this show, I am within it – the materiality expresses my interior while I construct it from the outside and bring forth my vision and body-unconscious, sensation and intention into something tangible.

Whilst I know that the work is made of a material that is not me – there is an alchemy that happens in the process of making where we become one and in turn transform each other.

It also conveys a feeling of exceeding boundaries, of being out of the body, the fissures between internal and external. The sensation of being pulled out of myself, the inside becoming outside. A maturation process in flux …

The tangible work shows my psychic space. It makes sense and brings meaning to my world. It tells me my story both conscious and unconscious through making, intent, bodily gesture, curiosity, imagination and materiality. I create my own personal magic alternate world where rules don’t apply, everything is possible and there’s a sense of timelessness. It’s where I get to return to the curious kid in me and play. And it’s this magical intersection of when daydreams become reality that reality is transformed…. to a personal landscape full of limitless possibilities.

– Stevie Fieldsend
July 2016

Photography Zan Wimberley